December 2011
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Day 8: What you ate today
Not much. Just some Doritos. I feel too shitty and sleepy to go downstairs for more food. :/
Waiting for my food in the microwave
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Maid cosplay is not lolita.
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Everything will be okay
…wont it?
November 2011
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Love is louder than the scars you put on your body...
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I wish I knew why I have agoraphobia
I know that they’re linked to my panic disorder, but I also feel like they’re more deep rooted than that. Maybe it’s because of things that happened to me as a child. Events that I can’t remember.
My biggest fear is to become exactly like my...
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Whenever I'm under a lot of stress I have the same...
I have a dream where my teeth are falling out. Even as a child I always had dreams where my teeth would become brittle and break off. Or, I clench my jaw so tightly shut that they become loose and fall out.
When I have a panic attack I usually bite my teeth together because of the nausea.
They say that dreams about your teeth falling out means you’ve missed out on an opportunity or...
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I’m falling apart.
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October 2011
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When I was standing alone in the cold, brown dried leaves blowing around my boots, a feeling suddenly washed over me.
A sadness. It felt so familiar; that hopelessness and desperation I’ve been running from. It burst inside my chest and spread throughout my body. Into every vein, and every cell. It reached into my limbs and touched the inside of my finger tips. In that moment my thoughts...
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59811.) It's been a month. you're not in love.
59807.) The more make up I wear, the prettier I...